Very painful day today,
as I hide behind my smile.
I almost let it slip away,
from while to while to while.
Tears are standing on the brink,
watching time go by,
knowing soon will come again,
their crying time to cry.
Heart hurting, running deep,
deep as pain can go,
wish that it would go away,
but I just don’t know,
just don't know.
I think that it is here to stay,
for at least a long, long time,
cause I can still remember the day,
that I lost my mind,
lost my mind.
So…..
I might as well cry,
might as well let these tears flow,
I might as well cry,
I’ll be the only one who knows,
and
I might as well die,
I’ve been dying since that day,
I might as well die,
it would be the easiest way,
to take this pain,
and flush it from my soul,
for without this pain,
maybe once more I can become whole.
