Once love was ours to lose,
I held it so tight and close to heart,
and placed the value on it
of the treasure that it was,
but time gets in the way,
and the confusion of what we had,
although I think I knew,
but it has always taken two,
and knowing in my mind alone,
well, that is how it has left me,
so all very all alone.
finding place where I belong,
but if you don't know it too,
then this dream was just for one,
and now the dream is threw.
So why can I not wake,
and swallow all this pain,
and get out my umbrella
to protect me from this rain.
Hopeless, hopeless,
for this man so loyal and true,
cause when I said forever,
in words I said to you,
it was not my mouth speaking,
it was my heart, just only my heart,
that could never tell a lie,
even if it tried.
Forever,
forever,
forever.
God please give me back
my nothing left,
and let me die in peace…
this lonely, empty peace
that eludes me.