Did you ever love
like I loved,
and who threw it all away?
did you ever love like I did,
who could? no way, no fucking way.
Oh will. here I stand
with my own stupid heart in hand,
guess I got what I deserved,
in this, my empty plan.
Put all my chips on a sure thing,
and rolled my dice,
I guess I had found,
my fools paradise,
t'was my dreams come true,
then I lost you.
Why did I lose you?
Wasn't I good enough,
my love was so real,
couldn't you feel it,
it was the real deal,
so real, so fucking real.
Been here before,
knocking on unanswered door,
been here before,
can I take anymore,
anymore.
Shot gun red,
take off my head,
it will only hurt for a while,
and when I reach heaven,
maybe I'll smile,
maybe, just maybe.
Cause when we reach there,
we all will know,
and you may wonder why
you let me go,
why did you let us go?
why?
