tonight I want to die,
missing you has reached it's head,
my heart, it falters in it's aloneness,
with no you by my side,
with no you in my life,
but only in my heart,
this place I can not hold you,
for you squirm away.
Dreams remembering what we had,
dreams of what future could hold,
but you laugh it off,
so indifferently.
How to lose a man,
a love so true,
in less than ten days,
you'll prove it to you.
I stand here with heart in hand,
crying out across the land,
screaming to the sky so high,
why God, why.
Why would you put this love in my heart,
and make it so strong and deep,
only to have it be,
something I can not reach?
Why would you tease me with this,
this tease I do not deserve,
all I ever was,
was strong and true
and always there,
lock, stock and barrel,
trying to please to show how much,
that's how much,
so very much,
and how deep,
so very deep,
is my love,
so heart and soul,
so last a lifetime,
so indestructible,
til destroyed, unanswered,
and laid to waste,
this gift so grand,
this prize unclaimed.
