I have preformed
self-psychic surgery
on my very own heart.
I have taken the pain
of what had happened,
and the disability it caused,
and the damage that it did,
and mentally removed it,
for it was doing damage
to what was left,
and our chance
to grow together.
The pain of thoughts
of losing you,
made me understand,
that to have a chance,
I just had to let go.
Not of you,
but the pain from
these past mistakes,
regretted by all.
I think I have done so,
and if you can,
if it's not too late,
please take hold
of my hand once again.
In my heart,
I know that
I could find
my way back,
to bigger and better things,
if only your hand
be in mine.
