Nightmares of no one
loving me,
and no one to
love,
as I wake throughout
the night,
in endless cycle,
emptily,
soullessly,
lovelessly,
alone,
once again.
I look to my left,
I look to my right,
with no love to
be seen.
I reach in my heart,
to lay hands on
and feel the love,
felt before.
I reach for the love,
and come back empty
handed.
So, am I awake,
or
nightmaring again?
I look at clock
and then I know,
I am awake
but can't let go,
of this nightmare
that follows me,
thoughout too many
days.
