I did not hide in drink today,
so that proves I am so strong,
that even while I fall apart,
and suffer from broke-est heart,
I will not drown my pain,
the pain that I do drown in.
Hard rain pours,
worlds end nears,
drowning,
drowning,
in this sea of tears.
So how do you tell
your heart,
all loved is lost,
at this onset of
the greatest of
loneliness,
known just all too well,
as I saw her leaving
from my heart
starting long ago,
powerless, but to wave,
and just say farewell.
I pray she finds this
what she wants,
but I prayed that it
was me,
so what good are my prayers,
that could not have her stay,
by my side and in my loving arms.
The place she laid her head,
still somehow feels her warmth,
though it does fade away,
and for what,
what was lacking,
what did I not do,
that cost me a love,
once so true?
