It was the time
I needed her most,
to be there by my side,
to help to hold me up,
for my soul had almost died.
This day I feared
would come,
and find me all alone,
but there was she, I had her,
but only by phone,
and over the wires
I could not get,
that which I did need.
I needed her to take me
in her arms,
and help to hold me up,
in my weakest of times,
but she was not there,
in this time
that I needed her the most.
So I crashed and burn,
in hells flames,
so all alone,
as I feared it would be.
These scars, I will wear,
for the rest of my days,
there is no other way,
for they are burned
into my soul,
seared with flaming tears.