I knew there would be
that one time in my life,
I should not be alone.
I feared
that day,
that time,
I knew was coming,
as much as anything,
I ever feared in my life.
I knew I would not make it,
without you there to hold.
You were the one I prayed,
would be there for me,
in my greatest time of need,
when I knew how much,
my heart would bleed,
but you were not there,
though I still think
you did care,
but you didn't have a clue,
as to how badly I needed you.
I think I gave the clues,
many times before,
but I guess you
were not listening,
so I was left alone
once more,
in my greatest time of need,
to save me from myself.
