Greatest Pain

The saddest man I have ever known, is this me, in the greatest of pain, with this extreme mental cruelty, the grounds for most divorces .

Up until some six months ago, I felt like I was the happiest, luckiest man in the world.

I was living the happiest days I had ever known, with the grandest of hopes for our future together.

These are the worse days of my life. How could we get from where we once were to this place of such great pain, for no apparent reason.

This has been a nonstop horrifying nightmare that has haunted my every waking hour, as those I do sleep. It consumes me and drives me mad

I have endured the greatest of pain I have ever known, by the hand of the one who says she loves me, and would never do anything to hurt me.

She kills my heart and our love so painfully, as she throws our love away, choking the life out of it, before my very eyes, again and again, time after time, me powerless to save any remnants of what once was, which surely is her goal, and for what reason I know not.

I just can't understand this thing she did and still does to this day, and how could any man.

I thought she was just as happy with me as I was with her, so why in the world would she throw it all away like she has.

Why would she cut the throat of our relationship as she has.

What have I done to deserve such things, but show her love loyalty and devotion.

Will she finally understand, when all too late, what she has done. Will she understand why she did it.

The point of no return, and no hope is within sight and is almost passed. She gives me no other choice, as I begged for seemingly endlessly, time and time again, in endless cycle.

God, if you can not give her the wisdom to save this love, while she still can, if it is not already to late, then give me the strength to do what I must do, to end this pain.